A Blessing In Disguise

2010-09-01T01:51:00.000-07:00

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thanks!!

2009-07-10T08:13:00.001-07:00

thank u,
4 simply being there
on the cloudy days
on the sunny days

thank u,
4 sharing ur joy's
& pain with me
4 showing me
that i'm so special
that my contribution count
through our friendship
i have grown as a person
& i hope u have too..

thank u,
thank u,
thank u,
just 4 u,

thank u...
4 simply being my friend
4 special memories
we share together now
4 da never ending support
u always give 2 me...

my dearest friend..

i will always love u
i can't tell u how much
that u mean 2 me...
i pray 4 our everlasting friendship
never say goodbye to yesterday
cause yesterday was so special & wonderful
& i hope 2morrow will be better

thank u...4 everything..

I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore..

2009-07-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

We agreed that it was over
now the lines have all been drawn
the vows we made begin to fade but now they're gone
put your pictures in a showbox
and my goldring in the drawer
I'm not supposed to love you anymore
now someone says she's jealous
of this freedom that I found
she would be; she would be out of the town
and she says she can't imagine
what on earth I'm waiting for
I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Oh I shouldn't care and wonder where and how you are
but I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
'cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Now I'm writing you this letter
and it's killing me tonight
that I agreed when you believed it wasn't right
and I couldn't sleep up on the bed
so I'm down here on the floor
will I'm not supposed to love you anymore..

even when i close my eyes

2009-07-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I held you
Miles away I miss you
And all the love that you gave to me
Time goes by without you
I still dream about you
I won't give up, we are meant to be

I never thought you'd ever be the only one
But there's something telling me that I was wrong

Even when I close my eyes
I can still see your face
Cause dear,a love this strong
Time cannot erase
Even when I close my eyes
If you knew how much I care
That dear,you're always there
Even when I close my eyes

I'll always pray
There'll come a time to hold you once more
Smile for me and let the whole world see
That our love will never die
It's worth fighting for

I never thought I'd ever have regrets
But there's something about you I just can't forget

I never knew with you I had it all
Guess I couldn't see the writing that was on the wall
Sometimes you have to go away just to find
That what you're searching for is exactly what you left behind..

without you

2009-07-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been thinking
About time and how the days went slipping by
How I was always dreaming
Of all the places I would see and go in my life
So many things I meant to do
Until the minute that I first saw you
And I made up my mind
If there's a paradise

I couldn't find my way there
I wouldn't want to stay there
It wouldn't be the same there
Without you
See, I'd have no one to hold there
I'd be all alone there
Even heaven would be nowhere
Without you

Staying here is easy
Cause you know you always keep me satisfied
There's nowhere that I've heard of
That could make me leave your love behind
When you're lying next to me
I'm right here where I want to be
I've made up my mind
If there's a paradise

An island in the blue sea
A paradise it might be
But that means nothing to me
Without you..

2009-06-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

my dearest,

if u have ever seen the play "Peter Pan" you will remember how the pirate chief was always making his dying speech because he was afraid that possibly when then time came for him to die he might not have the time to get it off his chest.it is much the same with me,and so,although im not at this dying moment,i shall be doing.so,one of these days and i want to send u a parting word of goodbye.
remember,it is the last u will ever hear from me,so think it over.i have had a most happy life and i want each & everyone of u to have a happy life too.
i believe that God put us in this jolly world to be happy and enjoy life to the fullest.happiness doesn't come from being rich,nor merely from being successful in ur career,nor by self-indulgence.one step towards happiness is to make yourself healthy & strong while u r a boy or a girl,so that u can be useful and so can enjoy life when u're growing up.
nature study will show u how full of beautiful and wonderful things God has made the world for us to enjoy.be contented with what u have got & make the best of it.look on the bright side of things instead of the gloomy one.
but the real way to get happiness is by giving out happiness to other people.try to leave this world a little better than u found it and when ur turn comes to die,u can die happy in the feeling that any rate u have not wasted ur time but have done ur best."Be Prepared" in this way,to live happy and to die happy...

your friend,
fin.

a gift for my mom on her special day!

2009-05-09T01:43:00.000-07:00

mom,
i know it's been hard all along to raise all four of us till today..
and i can still recall the hardship that we've all been going through as a family..
i thought u are just like the sun,shining throughout the day..
but lately you've darkened a bit.never mind..
i'll take it because its not always rainbows & butterflies..
i hope you'll shine again..

most of all..mom,
im glad to have a mother just like you.
u gave me life,u gave me everything..
u thought me how to fight & stand up for myself
u thought me the real meaning of life
life is a long way ahead..it is full with challenges..
diligence,faith,honest,truth & patience are the most important in life.

the past years..
will always be remembered..never be forgotten..
i realize that all things you do is for us to get happiness in life..
but by any means necessaries..i love u so much & have a blast on MOTHER'S DAY MOM!!

just keep on moving and never look back!

2009-05-08T10:15:00.000-07:00

im just a small hometown girl in a tough situation.its time for me to choose what's best for me & for my future.we will know when will the next miracle be.choosing the right path is never been easy for me.but when u have faith in yourself,u can do anything.we just have to trust and believe in something and stick on doing it till the end.

so close..

2009-05-08T10:11:00.000-07:00

when im in your arms
all the world is calm
the music is playing on for only two
so close together
and when im with u
so close to feeling alive

a life goes by
romantic dreams will stop
so i bid mine goodbye and never knew
so close was waiting,waiting here with u
and now forever i know
all that i wanted is to hold u
so close..

so close to reaching that famous happy ending
almost believing that this was not pretend
now u're beside me and look how far we've come
so far we are..so close..

how could i face the faceless days
if i should lose u now?
we're so close
to reach that famous happy ending
and almost believing this was not pretend
let's go on dreaming for we know we are
so close..so close..
but still so far..